Finally, belasah jugak Yamaha PSR-E323. At least pasni aku ada sedikit hiburan..Susah jugak rupanya main keyboard..tapi best macam main piano betul..hehe
Owh..masih tak boleh tido..otak sarat macam2..kena tunggu badan letih kot..pagi ni kena hanta adik gi medan gopeng so rasa baik xyah cuba2 tido kot..
btw, happy new year..wish semuanya hepi2 sentiasa..semuanya kan OK bak kata KRU..
p/s: 2 hours of chatting...wonderful and precious moment..Follow my advise..listen to your heart..prinsip gula2 20 sen..utilitariansm...
Try carik konsep utilitarian dalam kelas economic aku dulu, tapi ayat best tu x jumpa..ni yg lebih kurang..econs pon pentingkan happiness gak..
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its a wonderful time..glad..already miss it.i will try my best : )
do enjoy your keyboard.. : p
ps//:lullaby song.can i hear that song again?
yup...it was a very unforgetable moment..
i hope i can hear my favourite lullaby again..
i dont know if u can read this..lets faith decide..
iam giving u my last notes here cause this place is the only place that i can feel your presence..my old jacob...the person i trust most..most comfortable with..in love with..
its almost been a year..
and still i cant have my smile back..
and the fact is...your bella is not her self anymore..
i hope and will alwayz pray for your happiness..
i know u r suffering,feel betrayed..regret of knowing me
but dont worry..karma had done their job.. = p
i love this new song..goodbye my princess...
its like u dedicate this song to me..
to tell me that iam on my own now..
iam sad but really..this song remind me where am i now..
please take a good care of yourself..
i will only be happy when u find ur happiness back..
miss those smile, those voice..those songs..
please please please dont eat pills with an empty stomach..
take care jacob..i will not say goodbye..as u will alwayz remain in my heart..
thank u jacob..for all the wonderful memories...
u can delete this notes if u want to.. = )
iam dedicate this video to u..as it represent my words
i hope u can listen to the very bit.. take care~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lp6tFk4vhPo
bella, i dont know if u can read this..lets faith decide..
first of all, sorry for everything i've done..
ignoring u all this time..i have reasons for all of these..
i think this the last chance for me to explain everything..
first, i just want you to stick to your decision..dont want my existence affecting your future..your decision..
second, i need time to recover..need to get rid of you from my mind.."get busy" to divert my mind..to protect myself..
with all the reasons behind all these, hope u can understand..please dont get me wrong..
our memory..
jacob-bella..
spiderman-mary jane...
eventhough i wish i can wash it all away..i really appreciate it..
thanks for being such a wonderful person in my life..
hmm..in few hours, your life will be different..
i am not your guardian angel anymore..
but something's gotta change, I have to accept it..
btw, i believe one fine day everything will be ok..
i mean..you and me..our life as well..our relationship as friend will last forever..
i just need more time....for how long? i am not sure..but trust me..as you always do..
Wish you all the best and happy..
once again, sorry for everything..
i didnt mean to hurt your feelings..
see you on your big day..insyaallah..=)
p/s: thanx for the video..very meaningful...
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